Sunday, October 21, 2012

Now is the Time to . . . :(

"To be depressed is to be lonely; to have a friend is to be happy..." 
- Guido

In life, most of the people do not want to be lonely. Especially when you are in society, you may not able to survive alone. You need to associate with people and things around you.
Sometimes you need to associate with some people because you should be. 

But most of the time, you can pick up who you want to be friend with.
To get a real and good friend, it depends on your own luck. 

In my life, i have a lots of good friends also bad friends. I do not care if they are good or bad. I will be with them together regardless of what they are. Because people are not perfect. Good and bad are always there with everything. Me, myself also full of those.
But instead of getting a good friend, i want the real friends and i want to be good to them. If they are good one, i will listen what they advise and follow. If they are bad one, i want to try my best to correct them. Some may like it. Some may not. Of course i knew it.

Being a naturally emotional person, i get hurt whenever my beloved people misunderstand me. I know that I'm so bad in showing my love and care to them. I also know that i'm not a smart person. But i always tried my best to share my knowledge whenever necessary. They can be the outdated ideas. And also too hard to adaptable in nowadays society. But all are for the sake of their goods. I can swear it.

i know i love my friends. 
Friendship, the word means to me a lot.
Sharing. . 
Caring . . 
Understanding . . 
Sympathy . . 
Empathy . . 
Love . . 
Respect . . 
Kind . . 
Trust . . 
Desire what is the best for each other . . 
Most importantly, Happiness . . 

I do not expect my friends to be perfect . . I know i cannot be a perfect one to anyone also. But i want to give the most important thing to them which is Happiness.

I do not want them to get hurt and unhappy because of me. But i cannot let them be in wrong way too. Sometimes, i feel so confused with myself.

But i sincerely want my friends to be happy. I do not want to be a burden for my friends.

If they are happier in life without me, i will go away. Yes!!! I will definitely go away !!!

Today is really a remarkable day for me. It is not the first time I cry for a friend. But i feel so sad because who was that friend.

I love her more than a friend. I care her more than my own sisters. I decided not to give up on her no matter what happen.

But i cannot give her happiness that she wants. I feel so fail to be as a buddy. 

I feel really really sad. 

So NOW is the Time to . . . 







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