Do any of you remember your first crush?
In life, almost everyone has his/her first crush.
Not very sure is that Love or what. .
Maybe it could be just a dramatically unrealistic love for some time . .
Like any other love birds, i did have my first crush when i was 16 years old at high school.
I do not know if you can believe the fact about that my FC (He) did not even realize that i had some feeling for him. It was such a disappointed, hopeless and secret love that i had ever have for first time in my life.
I wrote his initial of his name in a lot of my things even on my ruler . . Some friend of mine asked me so many times for that name but i managed to keep it secret until today . . :D
Name . .
DOB . .
Roll No . .
Everything about him was my motivation to go to school.
Just imagine that knowing the person who sit next to you in the exam room turned out to be ur first crush? Trust me, it can make u have the hardest exam u had ever have. I did experience the hardest exam at that time not because of the exam questions, all because of knowing he could not answer the questions well and yet I could not help him at all. U know that kind of feeling? Heizzz. . Let it be . . haha . .
Secretly became an investigation officer just to know his address and enjoyed wondering where the place would be. . I always looked for the street that he lived whenever I passed by the area. Stupidity can go beyond your imagination, rt? :D
After 1 year, sad to know that he was chasing another girl and all my dreams had ruined.
Maybe it was time for me to wake up from my boundaries-less dreams.
Sad but accepted the true facts.
Memories normally do not attach to me that much and also i have not much rooms in my brain to keep them.
I did forget to remember all those sweet and cute memories for 10 years and, tonight, he just comes across to my mind.
I am wondering where is he now and how is everything with him . .
Also would like to say "Thank you for being my first crush and made my days beautiful".
I wish nothing but all the bests to him. :)
~ The End ~
