The Love, The Pain

It has been a month, dear.. 

I'm still missing u..

I'm still loving u.. 

I'm still thinking about u.. 

Dear.. 

Pls pls pls.. 

Pls don't hate me.. 

Pls don't forget me.. 

Pls don't ignore me.. 

Argh.. 

The pain is so real.. 

I wanna cry out loud! 

T-T 

My Lil Secret Wish

Dear., 

U told me that no more Dear between us but in my heart, u r still the same.. 

It has been over 3 weeks n 2017 has started.. We started the new year without each other.. 

U made this reckless decision, dear! I will never ever understand why u did this to me.. But I'm sure u have ur own reason on this.. 

The issues list of ur family n me, if those r the real reasons that we can't be together, I ll be disappointed as  all these can be settled n resolved.. 

Dear! My bff told me that it is change of heart! 

There won't be any reason for it.. 

There won't be any turning back for it.. 

There won't be any hope at all for it.. 

There won't be any chance we can be back together for it.. 

U seriously hurt me a lots, dear! This is the worst case of my life so far.. 

U changed.. 

Things changed..

People changed.. 

N ur love also changed.. 

But my love to u will never change.. 

I Loved U.. 

I m sill loving U.. 

I just wanna be with U.. 

Will u feel the same? 

Or will u be laughing at me? 

Dear.. U know? 

I have this little secret wish..

The Wish is for One Day..

Who knows , One Day, we can understand more to each other n love each other even more..

Let's hope for our One Day.. 

Miss u much & Love u lots.. 

x.o.x.o